An apology LET'S GET SERIOUS

I owe you all an apology; I haven’t been as diligent as I should have been with this blog. I have had some issues and stress to deal with and I felt that I couldn’t motivate you until I was motivated. I have been yo-yoing which has made it hard for me to give you advice and post things that will keep not only me on track but you guys as well. I also notice that people aren’t posting comments so I feel like I am back to the year 2005 and going this alone once again. I have no problem going it alone I just rather not. If you aren’t going to participate that if fine.
I am not losing weight to get the guys attention hello I live in the real world yes, would it be great if they paid me some attention hell ya, but come on ladies lets be serious I really don’t think any of us will be marrying any of them. I am doing this for me, so that when I go back and look at pics whether they are from a NKOTB event or just a night out with the girls I want to like the way I look. I want to have confidence to walk down the street. I am not doing this in hopes that one of the guys will notice me. Trust me I know that they notice me, or at least one notices me. I got my proof of that, this weekend. So I feel that as much as I would like to lose between 20-40lbs. by the cruise it may never happen I rather tighten all the muscles and skin from the weight I have already lost.
So tomorrow is Monday the start of a brand new week and I start a brand new job, so I figure it was also a good time to start the diet off on a new foot. I will do this. It seems no matter how good I eat, I still seem to have trouble loosing the weight. Not sure what to do. I need help I need motivation. I need people who really want to do this will me. To check in to post results I want serious people. I am not doing this for just the guys and the events I will attend but I am doing this for me. To be a better me. I thought that since Monday seems to be when everything starts, the week, the job, why not really get serious about the diet?? Who is with me?? Post a comment I don’t care if it is positive or negative I want to hear from you I want you to be a part of this.

Announcements

Well a few announcements to make. Last week my blog was the #1 on the NKOTB Google Block Alert, by that afternoon it #2 right behind the cruise. I thought that was pretty cool so I thought I would share that with all of you.

My second announcements and I am both embarrassed and sorry to say that I was down 6 pounds but have gained 2 back. Making my total loss 4 pounds, making this past week’s loss 1 pound. Ugh I know for most of you get excited to lose 1 pound and I am I weigh 1 less pound this week then I did last Monday and that is great. What is depressing is that I lost 6 and didn’t pay enough attention to what I was doing and gained 2 back. So this week I really need to be my mind and body into this.

You see I really hate working out. I don’t mind going for my 3mile walks I actually really enjoy it, though I don’t enjoy doing it alone but I do do it. Haven’t been going on walks lately because it has been son hot. But if I was to walk when it was really hot I would probably lose more weight.
Problem areas

My problem areas are my hips. I really need to get those to go in. Unfortunately hips run in my family, so I fear that I will always have them. Ok off to get on track. Talk to you all soon.

I really would love to know how you are all doing, please leave comments so I what is going on with you. I am spilling my guts, about weight, insecurities, successes, and failures. I am know I have followers but I am starting to feel alone here cause none of you are telling me what is going on with all of you.

Sorry

Been a little crazy here with the cruise booking and everything else that is going on in my life. Last week I lost 5 pounds from Monday to Friday. By Sunday I had gained 2 of those pounds back, so when I officially weighed myself in on Monday I had lost 3 pounds in one week not bad, considering how late at night I had been eating. Yes, that’s right I broke one of my rules, hey it happens. As long as when you break it, you don’t go overboard. Granted I was eating late at night but I was making good food choices. So, it is now Tuesday I dove as always today and as of this am I am officially down 6 pounds. YEAH. I will have more later but wanted you to all know how it was going. I have added a new recipe link to the area; also Weight Watches has a new ice cream out which I have also added a link for, so that you can check it out. Talk again soon. Here is the link to the new ice cream as well as all of their ice cream choices.


http://www.weightwatchers.com/shop/categoryshowcase.aspx?pageid=1056751&navid=moreww