An apology LET'S GET SERIOUS

I owe you all an apology; I haven’t been as diligent as I should have been with this blog. I have had some issues and stress to deal with and I felt that I couldn’t motivate you until I was motivated. I have been yo-yoing which has made it hard for me to give you advice and post things that will keep not only me on track but you guys as well. I also notice that people aren’t posting comments so I feel like I am back to the year 2005 and going this alone once again. I have no problem going it alone I just rather not. If you aren’t going to participate that if fine.
I am not losing weight to get the guys attention hello I live in the real world yes, would it be great if they paid me some attention hell ya, but come on ladies lets be serious I really don’t think any of us will be marrying any of them. I am doing this for me, so that when I go back and look at pics whether they are from a NKOTB event or just a night out with the girls I want to like the way I look. I want to have confidence to walk down the street. I am not doing this in hopes that one of the guys will notice me. Trust me I know that they notice me, or at least one notices me. I got my proof of that, this weekend. So I feel that as much as I would like to lose between 20-40lbs. by the cruise it may never happen I rather tighten all the muscles and skin from the weight I have already lost.
So tomorrow is Monday the start of a brand new week and I start a brand new job, so I figure it was also a good time to start the diet off on a new foot. I will do this. It seems no matter how good I eat, I still seem to have trouble loosing the weight. Not sure what to do. I need help I need motivation. I need people who really want to do this will me. To check in to post results I want serious people. I am not doing this for just the guys and the events I will attend but I am doing this for me. To be a better me. I thought that since Monday seems to be when everything starts, the week, the job, why not really get serious about the diet?? Who is with me?? Post a comment I don’t care if it is positive or negative I want to hear from you I want you to be a part of this.